is it easier to go back to how it was before, with all the drama and the confsion and the games and the lies and some truth and share you kinda or be done, barely talk to you and have everything be awkward and never know the truth or the lies and have to deal with seeing you with her everyday when im still in love with you? i thought walking away was what i needed to do but im not sure. i feel frozen and numb. i know i told you to be with her but it kills me. its painful and hard either way. i cant stop loving you no matter how bad you treat me. i want to but i cant. i thought it wwould be easier without all the drama and confusion but its killing me to not have you and barely talk to you and… i honestly dont know what i need to to or whats better for me. did i do the right thing by giving up and walking away? or did i do the wrong thing? do i need to fight again? i cant just let you go. its too hard. what do i do?
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